Where we go from here

Well Well...... Went for a job interview this morning and guess what, I got a job!

Im not sure why Im not really excited about this. Maybe its the low pay, or the work place is really far(about 1 1/2hrs away from my home). The people seemed nice, there are only 2 btw. I can't remember their names though, but they were rather friendly. I was supposed to go for 2 more interviews, but something made me take up this job first.They even told me they prefer junior graphic designers(yup that's what I am) so that they can teach and nurture them(or me). I guess the main point is that they want things their way.


I have no complaints, since Im pretty new. So Im hoping for the best, when Monday comes. And by the time December is here, I hope that I can prove myself as a helpful asset and get a pay increment. Will tell you more when I start my little job.

Hmm... back to my baby. As usual, he never calls or sms me. He told me he's busy with work, I guess that sounds reasonable. But even when he's done with the day, I don't receive anything from him. We haven't met for a week, and I missed him dearly, often telling him so. But he doesn't do that to me. Why??!!

Does words mean more when they ain't spoken? Personally I don't. I think the next best thing to do if you can't meet each other is to call or page them to tell them you love them. It's already so difficult to be in our situation (we are 2 guys actually ..Ops yes!), we can't kiss and make out and hold hands publicly. There's very limited ways of expressing and it's really sad sometimes. Im not sure how this can go on, but I truly dearly miss him. Does he miss me too? I never know when he never tell.......