Things we want most...

It's been about 6 months since I last broke up. And till now, I never really understood why we ended the relationship. Well, currently my ex is still not attached, considering how shy and quiet, introverted he was, and still is. Even my friends never really knew what he is doing. We still chat though, but like a normal friend. The times of love-felt emotions and word huggies are totally non-existent, like it never happened before. I still remember how I was so somber for a month then, how I hated him. But I know that I can never really hate someone, I'm more than that. It's gonna be one of those chapters in my life that will never have an ending. Even though I have moved on, I still feel bleah. Confused. Dissolved.