Stop for a moment

Love is subjective./?/! Who can answer? Many times we humans seek for this little being called love, over high seas or over the internet. Some gave up along the way, while others search endlessly, but happily, knowing that one day love will come to.

What made me talk about this, was just a little harmless question asked by my friend. I told him i was visiting my cousin who was hospitalized, and whom i actually cooked for her previously at her home. He then asked if we were very close. i couldn't answer then. You mean... care and love is judged by the closeness between 2?

Love comes in many forms. Infatuation, objective etc.. One kind i believe is the hardest to seek, which is unconditional love. So what does unconditional love means? Loving without biasness and to everyone. One example would be a mother's unconditional love for her child. It may seem all Mother Theresa, but sometimes we do have to think further.

As i was saying, in fact, me and my cousin weren't very close at all. Previously, we only met during family gatherings, which is a few times a year. I only remembered the times when i stayed over at her place and we had fun together with her sis, when we were little kids. Maybe all those sista love got into me :P Kiddin! (speak:gay!)

Only when i started visiting her last few months at home when she was sick where we got closer. I listened and encouraged her, not because we are besties or something owed. I just did out of concern, the best way i could provide. Sometimes, it kinda unexplainable. I guess no humans live alone.

Thinking through, i feel we get absorbed over too much "surface" things, making oneself happy(i'm guilty too). We always wait to recieve before we even consider giving. I know, it's never easy trying. We get hurt, betrayed or taken for granted. We feel that way cause we don't feel appreciated. But all we have to know, if that we tried our best, our hearts feel happy, and we forget more easily.

Before i could even answer my friend, he continued mumbling how he got over his previous date now that hes got a new one, and how the world feels so much happier. Happier.