Was i dreaming?

Yes i was. That beautiful day. When it felt like spring. That familiar feeling, sometimes so distant yet subtly close, hunts me down. Like a drug that pulls your nerves for pleasure. Like a sensation that blinds your soul. Strong defense not withstanding. Humans are we i guess. We fall for the same mistakes without blinking. And we fall bad. Bad till it's painless. We learn and be learnt. How many broken hearts make one whole? I just need some solace. Maybe it's called someone. Someone who can be with me, and be me. maybe i should add an amen.