Deep thoughts......

I do not know how I got through this week, Leaving home at 730am in the morning and be back around 130am, just enough to sleep over 5 hours before starting all over again. I am starting to have second thoughts of this job.

Yesterday we went to look at the office unit next to ours where my boss wanted to extend to. She also told me she would get another designer to share the workload. Hopefully she does. I have been rather quiet and sometimes I think am such a stupid ass to be this way. First of all I took this job because during the interview, she told me if I were to start in 3 days I would get a month's pay instead of 3 weeks. However when I got the cheque, it was only 3 weeks. Yes, STUPID me kept quiet about it......

Just now, when I came home alittle over 2AM, my dear pa came over and told me how insane of me to work such hours with so little pay. I seriously don't know why either. I am currently freakingly tired and the worst thing is my boss have to fly off to Germany to help a client..... Which leaves just 2 of us!!!!!! I seriously don't even want to think about what will happen next week.....

Im really sad.... not sure if I am doing the right thing. Im betting that my boss would hire another guy to help up and when my prohibition ends, she would give me a good pay increment. But now, with this hell load of work, im seriously worried. If she doesn't do these stuff by the end of Jan next year, most likely I will quit, provided im still alive!! HAHA!

I will have to pull myself through this, since there is no other way of going about. Please, it's a really heavy bet....