Oh my pride is all I have~~~~~

This week was surprisingly manageable, even without my big boss! The work load wasn't bad and sometimes I even had nothing to do! My second boss is gonna get married this Sunday, and he is only 26..... like 4 years my senior only! I can't imagine my life heading that way anytime soon, but things do happen right hehe

Since this week was quite relaxed in the work area, the same can't be said for my love life. The same things are still happening and I'm getting really tired. I ignored him and he thought I was playing around!! My heart really hit a new low this time....... It feels like having a log as a companion, and its too heavy to carry around. I really don't know if I should break up, but it's seriously hard, compared to previous relationships. Maybe it's because this time I really put in my heart and soul and things really went well until something somehow just wiped out my hard earned crops. I have yet to find the choke point and it's not easy when the other party is a log especially. I feel as if I should rather love my pets and plants more instead. Maybe that's why I have pets and plants in the first place! And my carnivorous plants are increasing in numbers....

All these seems like signs that I'm loving them more then I do to humans! I do enjoy caring for them though, it so relieves stress in a weird way....... Maybe I am just escaping from the truth.....