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This week is one of those weeks which you want to, immediately and permanently, trash in your recycle bin. My Ex finally had the balls to tell me that he wanted the break up because he was not 'interested" anymore.... after 1 freaking month of silence!

The work week was relaxing in the beginning, until an avalanche of sorts came tumbling down near the end. Just when I thought I had a weekend to myself, I found myself back in the office on sat working till late. The only thing that kept me going was the promise that the company will be closed for Chinese New Year till the 6th of Feb, which is about a week.

I am quite lost in my career department too. My prohibition period is ending this month, and I am hoping for a decent pay increment for the 3 months of hell(to me that is, I know its sort of a rite of passage). If not, I did probably find another job. I met this other guy from my school today and he told me he decided not to work in the design industry for now. He's currently working as a sales assistant, earning quite a pleasing amount too.

Sometimes I wished that I was less gullible and more erm... nasty? Hahaha! I tend to give in to others too much and it's a very bad thing in the working world. I feel useless sometimes and these have to change! I WILL NOT CONFORM!

Next week will be another hell, remember you tiny form...... NO CONFORMITY TO OTHERS!!!!