If it was less..would it be more?

The weekend went by quite quickly. Managed to rest sufficiently but I still have dark circles( damn!). Yesterday, I had dinner with some new gay friends. It wasn't that bad actually, even though it was quite a mess in the kitchen while we were preparing the dishes. Remember the guy(let's call him B) whom I talked about on the previous post? I think I kinda like him haha! Partly because he was there so I considered going (yes slut bitch whatever!) Somehow, im not really sure if he likes me the same way; either he's playing hard to get, or I'm just dumb and ignorant, which can't be the case since I'm such a sensitive Libra ;)

I know someone else is chasing him, and apparently, B's not really interested in him! But B can be quite a jerk sometimes. While we were having dinner on Thursday, B told me he gave the poor fellow dental floss during Valentine's Day, cause B felt that he needed some ! OMG I don't know what the hell was he doing, maybe he wanted to get rid of the guy.

Maybe he's trying to play with my feelings, and worst of all I'm in such a pathetic venerable state now. He has recently started to message and call me on a daily basis now so I guess we will see how it goes. I have learnt not to expect much these days, knowing if I do and things don't really turn out the way it should be, I'm the one getting hurt.

The thing that I'm most disappointed about is my fiance management. It's still the same as 3 months ago, when I could barely survive when the end of the month arrives. I NEED to save money no matter what! Urghh Something needs to be done.

Sometimes, it feels great just to seek comfort food in a nice lazy afternoon. For me, that would be a nice hot bowl of peanut soup with sesame-filled rice balls in Chinatown! Yum!!!