Day 3 and counting....

Yup day 3 is here..... and I am still here, alone. All I can think about is sniffy. I kept playing James blunt's "Goodbye my lover" almost continuously, I don't know why, I am sad enough already but I just want to listen to this sad song. Somehow the urge to cry has lessen, but it has been taken over by some sort of anger and grief.

Later I got to attend my boss's wedding dinner, how ironic it is. Worst thing is I was lazy to find a partner to come with me, so I am going to be alone sharing a table with a group of strangers! I totally have no mood to attend any happy functions right now..... I'm just a total mess.

My mom went batam with her friends yesterday and she's not back yet, and her phone was switched off. Thanks to my dad, who said that batam has a lot of snatch thieves and robberies, I am worried sick! Pleae let my mom have a safe trip home, and bring back my sniffy to me again........