Unto me

Yes i haven't updated for a week caused i have been really busy, and sick *cough cough * sneezed!!
Urgh! It's such a wrong time for everything!! OK... that's all i can say now Miss you all! Will revert again soon!

Thy blame this weather!

Great. Just into one week of teaching and yelling at kids and I got sore throat. Now I just caught the flu bug as well! There's still another week more of teaching before I can get any rest, wonder how am I gonna "tahan". Anyway, yesterday I went for my army mates gathering at rice table(Cuppage). It was kinda scary, since I haven't ate dinner with a big group of guys for a long time, and there were like 16 of us gathered together that evening. Everyone had a great time, doing all the catching up and what nots since we left got out of horror camp last year! Those who have girlfriends bought along theirs and those who don't, well we just move on! haha! Wonder if I can ever bring a boyfriend to meet them hehe! Still feeling drowsy now from the medication, gosh I can't afford to be sick!! Urgghh~~

My army buddy, we went through like all the worst days together, glad we both made it haha (so drama!)

More pics hehe!

Notice how "gay" my friend beside me is... No girl friend... Trains alot... hmmzz.. ahaha!

Chilling at TCC at Parklane.

What's up

I called.... to say... I love you.
It's the only thing I know since I met you
But something's stopping me to tell you
And I'm sorry to say that it's you
Maybe I should wait a little longer
Maybe till the cows come home
But people don't wait anymore
So I think I might never, ever tell you
That I once loved you

Hell02

When I thought going dating would be fun, and that it might relieve me some stress(the right kind sickos!)..... It's soooo not. I have become more physchotic, more skeptical then ever. I'm like that old granny living next door who lives alone, never wanting to speak to anyone, and if someone dares to plunge the courage to talk to her, she would stick you up with her walking aid!

Yes, that's right. Maybe all I need is a companion, and not a lover. But if that's what I want, my friends suggested filthy rich old men. Well, they have the ka-chings and are good loyal pets aint they? But in Singapore all we find are void deck dwelling ah peks whose only valuable assets are their recent progress packages. Which I believe, they might have spend it on 4-Ds or a "luxury" trip to Batam.

Okie, that's very random, and I will never find myself with old men. I did rather be with untrustable and commitment-phobic hot boys any day instead.

The world is not enough

I've had enough. I don't know why but I seem to keep attracting attention from butches. First of all, in case you guys still don't know, I'm a guy, as in a REAL guy, like... I have REAL balls???!! Like I served NS??!! Like I Have A DICKIE???!! It's irritating to get such unwanted attention, especially when they are wondering if I'm one of them??!!

I have nothing against them, as long as they don't bother me. But some do, thinking I'm one of them! Like one hell of a successful one yeah! Either they would keep staring, trying to find my sports bra straps, or they would peep from the top when I'm wearing a singlet! It's like I'm wearing a bloody singlet!!! There's nothing to hide already!!! Or their equally dumb girl friends would whisper to their "boyfriends" and they seem to start guessing if I'm one or what super tight bra I'm wearing. Sometimes they would even give me their "nasty butch" stare and would hug their girlfriends closer, like I wouldn't care less!!

I'm not being paranoia here, just that it's been happening since butches came along and maybe I have more softer features(pretty boy woo!) But it's sad sometimes, to be judged like that and sometimes I can even hear them say "butch la! Er I'm not sure" Hell you better know. Or maybe next time you should have the courtesy to ask, maybe I can give you some tips of how to be such a successful butcher.

Killed without notice

Reflections of your love
have come to wither
I thought I 've done my best
to make you see
a picture of you and I
are all but materials
things that we press to hold
and try to listen

Who would've thought
that you and i would fall
and land together
suddenly here you are lying
with me in the truths
and if i move closer
would love take over?

Yes everyone loves the honeymoon period of relationships, where we become almost like one. But what happens after? Do we just move on to another honeymoon? In this new world where commitment seems as skpetical as aids, where should i fall to? Who should we dictate?

You are my Sunshine....

Caught this lovely little movie the other day and I must say it's really good. The movie is not your typically Hollywood love story. The characters are raw, often with little make-up, their behavior and postures seemed as though they live right next door of your home! That's the beauty of such film. You tend to see beyond the exterior and understand how the people in the film feels. It's about love won and lost, how naivete triumphs understanding. Go on ..Weep my men!! Think the movie has stopped showing in the theaters already, so go on to the rentals now!!! As in NOW!

Don't cha wish ya salad was raaaww like me!

Today I finally went for a facial, like after over a year! I do mine at Leonard Darke(act class!) and the people there are really friendly. Too bad all the therapists are female, and since last time im able to "click" incredible well with them (god knows why.. maybe coz im gay?!!) While they flush out my inner demons called clogged pores, we would always be in a lively conversation.

Since it's been a year that I last came, the unclogging experience was horrifying. I could see the therapist working out hard, trying to squeeze out every little devil that's hidden in my face. Though it's painful(duhh!), I horrayed her on. DIEEE you little demons!! I demand you leave this glorious body of a man now!!! ahha!

When it's all done(red face included), I was touching up my hair at a mirror and some of the therapists(btw they are young women, not aunts hor!) was like "Handsome enough already la! *girlish giggles" Of all things I could hear them talking amongst themselves "Haha you say him until your face red liao la *more girlish giggles" Goshie..


Orh well, enough of my non-sexual experiences haaha. Do check out Nelly Furdato's new single "Maneater"!! Click HERE to view her MTV. It's cool, it's roaring, its MANEATER!! ahhaa!

Seen it all before

I think I can predict the future. Yawnz... Its nothing new but when you can do such stuff, you tend to avoid thinking about the future. It's like running away from fate when you know you can make the change.

I'm predicting an emo post ahead...

hell lot of nothing

Tired today manz.. just gonna post some pics ha ha(Cam whore week)!

We want haado gei!

Life stops and you give it a face

Chilling at some shaddy kopi place

Say it " Wo da Dua ne ne!"

The infamous sistas!

If i have a heart, i will let you eat it with ice-cream
If i find my soul, i will share it with you at the movies
If i lose my mind, i will take yours and fry it with cold-storage butter
And if you need a helping hand, take mine and go light with the dressing

yoohhooo

I'm no pigeon-brain, mine is just a monkey's

Gosh! This week passed by so quickly that I never even noticed(hence the lack of posts ahaha) I haven't really been busy, and I can't remember what I did this entire week!! Let's recap alittle...

Life of a bummer
Mornings: usually sleeping
Noons: swimming if not grocery shopping
Late noons: watching Oprah, working out, going town to window shop or napping
Evenings: buying dinners, going to date's house for dinners
Night: msning

OH MY GOSH~~ so unproductive ain't it!! I'm so really screwed!

Well, enough about my incredible bummer lifestyle. Recently met this new guy. And those who know me can say that my love life is just as bummed. So this recent "catch" seems not bad. We clicked almost instantly (as in being able to talk smoothly u sicko!), and we feel comfortable with each other. Actually let me tell u a little secret, we actually kissed on the first date. Fine! In this new world order, I'm a village virgin!

I meant I don't usually slip my tongue to some stranger I hardly know, and it seems that we kinda know each other for a loonngg time. I guess there's some incredible "spark" going on there (or some might say horniess haha). Its been 2 weeks since we starting hanging out, almost everyday for dinner(and something more ops!). I'm not sure where we are heading though, will keep u guys informed k(minus the juicy details ahha!)

Work life wise...... I'm still doing teaching. And it always amuses me how naive kids are! Saying bye and gathering around this teacher who "doesn't like little girls" ahah! I meant im a good teacher ok! And it's really fun teaching them, sometimes they tend to run over my head! I'm still learning, maybe some whips and leather might help!