Haven't been sleeping these few days.. Been pretty.. Almost hysterically busy working...... Trying my best to save up for the NY trip. It's not easy though. I need a freaking SLEEP!!!!!!!!! GUys please sleep for me :( .... I'm gonna be older next week le... Sounds scary eh. 23... 2-3.. Twenty-Three..... Can I have 23hot dudes? wahaha!
As you know, I'm always about food, food and hell more food!!!! This is one cute little Taiwanese egg tart... Very cupcake-ish...YUM.
Mimi's doing well..... even though the number she gave my mum didn't come out yet lol!!
Nothing to do?? Take pics!! Yup.. Driving instructor went to pee so.. cam whore alittle hehe~
Today was a day of small enduring miracles and heartwarming moments. Just this morning, my mum actually stroked Mimi!!! Yes... Like what Mariah and Whitney sang some time ago, there can be miracles~~~ But all goods things always happen for a reason, as for my mum she only did it on the pretext of getting 4D numbers!!!!
Yes.... People will do anything to get those lucky numbers; some people unearth graves, my mum, on the hand, fought against her fear and tried to pet Mimi into give her numbers(btw, if u wonder how we got the numbers, we just rolled up small pieces of paper and see which one Mimi picked, yessss wahaha~!)
When I got back not too long ago, I sat at the balcony to observe Mimi roaming around there, and my mum actually joined me! My mum, as you know has really big issues with furry moving things. But there she was sitting at one corner of the balcony like a little girl, and everytime Mimi tried to approach her, my mum would almost shrieked and jerk hehe. Luckily, Mimi knows better, and would keep a distance for fear that my mum might just kick her if she went any closer!
"See this Mimi always like to stand up for Singapore one... Come Mimi..... Stand up for Singapore.... haha!", said my mum, meaning how Mimi likes to literally stand on her hind legs.
Now you know why some pet owners have weird commands for their pets....haha!
I knew that my mum is really scared of animals, but she doesn't know why either. Everytime some stray cats come near her, her hairs will stand on ends. Recently, she was walking along a short-cut route in Ang Mo Kio on a quiet Sunday noon and she suddenly crossed path with some stray dogs. In shock, my mum told me she started to run LITERALLY for her dear life, screaming like there was no tomorrow.
Both of us couldn't stop laughing as she recapped her near-death experience. You should never run coz dogs would chase you. But I was so thankful nothing happened to her, and she didn't even tell me about it till today. Luckily in the end the dogs stopped chasing her. Even though sometimes there are communication problems between us, today we were on the same boat. So, thanks Mimi..... Stand up for Singapore!
Sometimes, cuteness does have an added advantage. Within a few days, Mimi managed to rouse interest in my Mum. Just awhile ago, my mum was telling me that everytime when she's watering the plants at the balcony, Mimi would be watching her every move. I told her maybe she's just sniffing her out.
After which my mum started waving her hands almost frantically infront of Mimi's face at the cage, trying to let her catch her scent. That's when Mimi tried to reach out with her tiny paws when my mum jerked back and almost shrieked haaha! But well, my mum's never been closer in distance from Mimi, so I guess the battle ground has just been conquered. Base one down.
There's only one way to my galaxy Hop on your moon soon Don't separate it from me Your feet wont' touch the ground Cause there's no gravity Experience my trilogy
It seems like you're ready to go Got your bags packed up And your mind is set on touching the stars Can't you tell I'm ready to leave So I can meet you wherever you are, baby
Something 'bout the sky Something 'bout tonight Something 'bout the way you look Something 'bout your eyes Something 'bout that flight that makes me wanna ride in outer space with you all night
We can start the countdown now Got my rockets turned on So we can blast off straight to the moon You can take that jacob off Cause we won't be coming back no time soon, oh no, we won't
We can reach the sun by dawn Feel the heat that's pouring at me NASA should call off the search cause this Earth has nothing for me
Buckle up your seatbelts We're about to land in 20 seconds Oh, oh, Thank You. You. Thank You for continuing to fly with me throughout this whole ride, ride Thank You, You, oh, Thank You, You
Sometimes you gotta hide your love away, So that it will take a break, let it take a walk and smell the roses.
Even if you try hard, you try and you try and you try , a chance is all you ever need.
So take your broken wings and learn to fly, the flight is never too far to try, and sometimes, just sometimes, love will be waiting at your starting point.
I'm gonna call it Mimi!! (Ok if its a male.. Kiki then) hehe!!
Yep...... Hold and behold. Cuteness never came in such small packages! I actually bought a rabbit yesterday! I hope it's a dwarf rabbit though, judging by it's appearance(smaller ears, bigger head and eyes than normal rabbits) even though the aunt who sold me at serangoon north told me it is (apparently you can't trust them). Nonetheless, it's still totally adorable!!! A perfect distraction for me hehe. It's quite friendly, willing to be cuddle and fed by my hands. Time will tell what's its sex and whether its a dwarf. Crosses fingers!!
20 more days to my bday..... wonder what's installed for me. Maybe I should start throwing oranges in the lake, in time that I get a "gift" for my bday lol!!! If you know what I mean ;)
I get irritated when I don't get things going the way I want, which is most of the time. But I won't be pissed about it. I just shrugged and be merry(on the outside). One friend told me though I seemed to be smiling, he could sense a strong loneliness in me. Can u sense it?
Im a total emotional, depressed whack now. Think my balloon just reached its full capacity. It totally reminds me of the time when I broke up with my poly ex near my 21st birthday. Besides the fact that I'm really feeling sad, I was in freaking sispec(also known as the depressed grounds) I only had 2 or 3 friends who could make it to celebrate my birthday when I booked out. What's funny was we had 2 boxes of cakes, and there were only 3 of us. I love u guys very much!!!
And last year's birthday was not as bad, just that my ex broke up with me not long after without giving me a reason. Yup, my incoming bday seems more like a curse than a blessing. But the funny thing was, that is also the time when I met my exs... It's a hell of a freaking predictable cycle.
I'm quite a reclusive being. As much as I like the sun, I would go to the deepest of all caves to hide from it. You can tell from the way I write. Nothing's really evident, but the evidence are always lying around.
It's getting gloomier, whether you like it a not. Let's start with A.
A used to date this guy and he would walk and chat with him home, enjoying the moment. Then, A would rush madly to catch his last bus home. Sometimes , A couldn't catch the last bus, and even though he's broke, he would still walk the person home, and then take a cab. A obviously didn't eat much the next day. That's what some people would do.
Well, these days, appreciations are often neglected over things that are done on instant, like sex and all that jazz. Instead, if you are lucky, you might be rewarded by betrayal, be taken for granted, or the best prize, which is nothing at all. Don't grump my dear fellows. Like they say, there's plenty of fishes in the sea, just use A cheaper bait next time ;)
Something's wrong with my weekends. It's so boring I can count the number of scales on my goldfishes. Kidding on the counting part. I don't know why it isn't filled with activities like everyone... chilling with friends, meeting hot hunks, shopping, having sex.. ..
And there's something wrong with my friends too. All decided to hibernate these days. Sighz... Its so boring, adding to the point that I'm already a boring person. And in these free times my brain starts to go to places that are really dark. Images of would-haves start to conjure with what-ifs and blend together to form can't-happen(see what I mean sheesh).
Yup this year I can reassuringly say that it's been a bad, bad girl, no year. Nothing went right, everything went wrong, and I'm not proud of how I managed my life. Make a change then, some of you might say. I did, but it seems that failures keep coming in from every direction I go. I'm for one, very familiar with failures, since nothing comes easy for me. Sheer luck deflects from me. But I'm still smiling ain't it. For what reason I'm not sure. Maybe I'm just laughing at myself.. HAhaha you stupid fool! Laugh with me!! Hahaa!
