This fish shop at chinatown is really old. There were pictures of them way back when their shop was just made of a few fish tanks stacked together at Singapore River!! They have everything, from fresh water to marine to rabbits. The owners are very friendly, good true folks and I love to converse with them in Cantonese. Just had lunch at a kopitiam opposite the school I'm teaching at Bedok. The trees in the carpark looked really old, judging by their size. And to state how old school Bedok is, I saw not one but 2 cars that required people to push start!! Woohoo!!
Schools are getting prettier these days, like these really nice pop-out murals seen on the colorful walls.
This neighborhood school is really cool looking, especially it's logo, looks familiar?
Just me in a cab.... Late for schoooollll! And that's me after talking straight for 3 hours.. gosh you can't imagine....
It's funny how way back when I was working in the horrid company; where I spent most of my time alone in the office, eating lunch and dinner alone, I felt like I was the only one alive, and I almost lost my mind.
Fast forward many months later, and here I am having my dinner alone again, for like the third consercutive night. What exactly does loneliness means? Is it when you suddenly feel a sense of isolation, a rush of sadness, the feel of giving everything up cause you have nothing? It's almost like the flu bug that's always inside you, teasing and draining you unknowingly.
I guess loneliness follows you like a cursed shackle. Even when I'm free of unhappiness and guilt, it's weight is felt. Dates are supposed to lighten the load ain't they. Surprisingly nope.... .
Predicting the weather with my tongue.. Hmmmz still in the works..
WOWA! Finally I passed my Final theory! Not that I had taken it before, it's just that it was delayed a few times due to unforeseen circumstances. I had to rebook and wait for months at a time. And when I finally had the time to take, I didn't have time to prepare! Haha! But let's just say that it's never too late to be ready!
Just when I thought I could get outta Singapore and do a little traveling with my friends, I'm hit with more work. Not that it's a bad thing, we need money, and we need to work to get money right haha! To a certain disappointed mdm, hope we have better luck next time k! I certainly would be the first to backpack all my dermalogical toileteries to some nice cool beach and roll around like J-to-the-L-O!!!! That said, everyone seemed to be going on a holiday by themselves huh. Maybe that's what everyone should try to do, maybe you might learn something about yourself that you never knew.
Can the weather be any more moodier?? Top 5 songs to hear when you are alone at home, stuck in the damn rain, feeling lazy and in self-pity and nothing to do:
1. Across the universe - Fiona apple 2. Complicated melody - India Arie 3. You and I - Jason Mraz 4. Never forget you - mariah carey 5. Try - Nelly Furdato
"Nothing's gonna change~~ my worldd~~~~ ... Nothing's gonna change my world~~~~~~"
It's been about 6 months since I last broke up. And till now, I never really understood why we ended the relationship. Well, currently my ex is still not attached, considering how shy and quiet, introverted he was, and still is. Even my friends never really knew what he is doing. We still chat though, but like a normal friend. The times of love-felt emotions and word huggies are totally non-existent, like it never happened before. I still remember how I was so somber for a month then, how I hated him. But I know that I can never really hate someone, I'm more than that. It's gonna be one of those chapters in my life that will never have an ending. Even though I have moved on, I still feel bleah. Confused. Dissolved.
In the early morning mist, the mountains have started to wake. The distant cries of the wild enriches what's firmly nature's morning call. Standing at the top, a gentle breeze slowly caressing oneself, you start to express your yarning. The longing, the pain, the loneliness, the joy and hope goes out a long way, through the wet leaves of an ancient tree, the furs of a stirring squirrel, the tips of a butterfly, the emerging rays of the sun, and many more.
As each yarning echoes back to oneself, you get hit by the intense emotions. Why does it always comes back? Did anyone hear them? Will he reply back? Your truthful displays seemed lacking of something. Is it a missing note? Is it too early? Or it's just not heard?
You sighed, made a small clearing and settled down. You wait. Slowly, you start to soak up the surroundings, the calmness, the hidden peace, the evergreen of things. You want to smile, but that nasty clot in you says no. Stick to your sorrows, it whispered. But will you?
No matter how pissed or upset you are at the end of the day, sometimes, you just gotta look at the little things in life that might just peak you up nicely. Everyone wishes some hot dude or chick to bum into you and stimulously gives you their number, but that's like in our dreams right! For me, there are those little kids with their endless energy and enthusiastic that will just top up yours automatically. There's a little dog which belongs to my friend that's really warm and sweet, and cute. And if such things don't ring a ting in you, food can always brighten you up pretty well! Remember less on flour and milk products, apparently from National Geographic Channel, these products amongst others when consumed as part of your daily diet, will trigger depression in parts of your brain!!! Serious!!
So what should we makan to be a happy sane kiddo? Well, the normal healthy foods! Like fruits, red meat, fish, veggiesssssss and nuts. Not forgetting strawberries and chocolate! Mix them both together and you can see heaven(you know what I mean!) and they trigger that bow wow in you too huh ahha! And yes, Omega 3 acids too!!! Those cod fish and salmon meats. Laugh it up fai!!!
I have been really exhausted this 2 weeks, mainly because I gotta wake up early and go about conducting lessons to kids. And doing it on a daily basis really kills you physically! And just when I thought I could get some rest.. I gotta work this Saturday!!!!!! Luckily it's only from morning till noon hence I could catch some sleep after. Ha! Maybe I've been bumming for too long ya, gotta get the momenterm going already!
I'm still enjoying this current part-time job, mainly cause it's so flexible and the money is not bad(time spent working verses money received is quite feasible).
Still, something's not quite ticking right for me. A certain someone(jerk), yes that's it, he's the one that's making me tick inside. Anyone care to tell me how I can vent my frustration in a good clean way? I feel like I sacrificed so much just to gain balls of nothing in return.... sigh... I'm a survivor~~ I'm gonna make it~~ I will survive this ~~~ orh crap!!!! ahha!
This fish shop at chinatown is really old. There were pictures of them way back when their shop was just made of a few fish tanks stacked together at Singapore River!! They have everything, from fresh water to marine to rabbits. The owners are very friendly, good true folks and I love to converse with them in Cantonese. 
Just had lunch at a kopitiam opposite the school I'm teaching at Bedok. The trees in the carpark looked really old, judging by their size. And to state how old school Bedok is, I saw not one but 2 cars that required people to push start!! Woohoo!! 
Schools are getting prettier these days, like these really nice pop-out murals seen on the colorful walls. 
This neighborhood school is really cool looking, especially it's logo, looks familiar? 
Just me in a cab.... Late for schoooollll!
And that's me after talking straight for 3 hours.. gosh you can't imagine.... 
