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Saturday, September 29, 2007

Virgin Mutton Chop

Have been dying to try it coz it looks like a bloody mess on a plate.. literally(partly due to the red sauce they used for the meat). Yes, they called it mutton chop, A localized indian-western dish uniquely available at those friendly prata coffee shops. Ordered mine at one near Cuppage today and was greeted by a pleasant sight(well.. partly coz it's $6 bucks).

The taste was quite good, alittle spicy, yet sweet and the mutton was in perfect bite sizes :) Love the garnishes, especially the peas.. the fries though.. seemed like they were sponges of oil!! All in all, it's gd! Minus the fries :P

Friday, September 28, 2007

2 to 1

:)

Right now i'm feeling:

Stressed caused i still got unpaid bills to handle
Happy cause the day has ended
Moody as i told myself on my previous bday i must find someone
Tired as i need to work tomorrow

Cheers to myself

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

3

Realized i miscalculated my countdown hehe.. one day slower :P (typical!!) Hmm... 3 days...
3 moments that i will cherish :) I wished i could captured them in pictures but i don't have..

1. The moment when i recieved the Top 10 advisors cert in my company
I never really achieve much in my career life, unless you count the employee of the month at Ubar years back! (faizah got it too :P Only becoz we were the only ones working ? HAha!) Yup, i was into about 5 months in as a financial adviser. The road was super bumpy, and it really was difficult. I had no warm market, didn't really ask my friends or family as i wanted to proof myself independent.
I almost gave up when i didn't clear my first case in my first month, where almost everybody, especially the girls, were closing multiple cases in their first days! So there i was working my butt off, think i cried afew times even, when my first few clients decided to cancel their plans. I had only garnered that much confidence when my pillars of hope(clients) turned on me. I guessed i was really patient, or i was mad, and i continued working. Till the time i was at Orchard doing roadshow when i closed about $10K worth of cases in 3 days.(that was like my production for 1 month) Luck turned and i was pushed up :)
I'm glad my colleagues were really supportive. As of now, i have reached another bump. Didn't close any cases for the past month. Feeling really stucked. My position as top 5 went to 13! Yes, thats how easy it is to slide down. I'm not crying, coz i know i will go through it no matter what.

2. When my ex and i exchanged our first kiss(oohh~~)
Yup, just in case some of you dont know already(shame on you!), i swing the other way. Haha! Yes, that moment was really funny and mind-bobbling. Then, the both us were in army and we were like almost best buddies, teasing each other, playing pranks. Never would i thought
it would happen as he plays soccer, games... you know, those typical Straight guys stuff.
So that particular night, we were fooling and wrestling around again , and somehow we ended in the toilet. And there i was, being pinned by him against the wall (OHH shut up you ppl!) I don't know what went over me, but i just told him i liked him. The feeling of rejection or outrage just never occur to me. And thank god... he replied he liked me too! That answer, even though was something i wanted to hear, i would never dreamed of in a million years! And just then we kissed... puppy love of all puppies. The feeling of emptiness just vanished right there....ironically, our army mates were unknowingly chilling out at their bunks outside, unaware of whats blooming in a place where boys were trained to BE men.

3. During Pass Out parade in NS when we searched for out parents midst the mass of army boys
Yes... that moment was so precious. We have finally graduated from BMT and all of us were standing in on this big marching square. There were hundreds of people. When we threw our hats to symbolise freedom(or good bye tekong!), the MC asked all the parents to come down from the viewing area to find their sons. Like everyone else, i was anxiously, almost frantically searching for my parents. As you know, we were all black, bald and wearing the same uniforms, so it was close to impossible for our parents to differentiate us hahaa! When i finally saw them, i gave them a bigggggggg hug and we just kept taking photos. Not much words were exchanged, only our eyes met, expressing much more than anything. Well, i totally missed them more than anything. Anyway, tougher times followed... haha! but i was really happy THEN :)

Loving Alicia Keys!!

Monday, September 24, 2007

Countdown to No4

Waiting, thinking, wondering, as always, as blunt as the words of a liar. Time can't replace the empty sound of hollowness. Tap, tap, tap.... Dedicated to loneliness.

5 days to Winson's bday (Crap.... i actually skipped the 6th )

Yes yes im really not TAT free to count so much. Hmm 5 more days.. i'm still not feeling it, its like those kinda feeling where you wanna s*** but you just can't, you really just can't. Hell, i even made an appt to meet my client on my bday! Horrors! But luckily its during the afternoon, lest i forget.

So ... today.. 5 things you didn't know about winson( if you already really didn't know :P)

1. Winson used to be a woman.
!!!
2. Winson has a thing for My little pony( they look so spankable :P)3. Winson still thinks that his giordano outfit days were cool
4. Winson made a little girl cry during kindergarden (Ohh.. )
5. Winson ___________ (guess the blank for the last one... tell u all later)

Went for one fo my colleauges' wedding yesterday at the lengends at Fort canning... abit warm but the food was good! Made me wanna get married one day.... bleeah!

My Simei and Si di!

Sunday, September 23, 2007

Unstuck the stucked

Waaa! Im happy. Today is a Sat.. and i din go club. Getting a bit bored of it, guys i meet there aren't mushy lovey chocolate chip cookies. What i have tasted (not the naughty notation) was like fried mars bar... Yeah the guilty, unhealthy little things. So here i am, at home none-the-less, nesting away.

This week pretty much went passed nonchalantly. I can hardly recap what i had for breakfast on Wednesday.... Hmm i didn't have any actually :P Writing rubbish now means onnly one thing.. I'm bored!!!!!! Haha .. think its some withdrawal symptoms, gotta tied myself to the bed and locked all windows! Gosh, my bday is like 7 days away. Maybe i should do some stupid blant countdown like what ppl do for christmas.

Here goes.. 7 days to Winson's bday: 7 things winson would like to keep in the closet.. FOREVER

1. his "SPANK!" swimming trunks (dont even bother asking!)
2. his head to toe Giordano outfits during poly(screamss!)
3. his Fann Wong's, Ann Kok's albums!! (yes, Fann signed one of them!)
4. his 38 inch waist Boy's brigade uniform pants(think i threw it away)
5. his mariah posters (I love her still!!! but not her posters??!!)
6. days when he thought Venga boys were cool
7. his ra ra boys bridage pictures (guess where i am!)

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Blink and i missed

Yes caught in the moment of relaxation :) ZZZ

Yup... Sometimes you blink, and you will miss things you don't even knew existed in front of you. Opportunities come as fast as they disappear. And usually its always too late to have a second look.

It's like a drifted boat between 2 islands
which to where the owner would flow
choice though limited, proved too harsh
ended the boat sailed right passed
So yes the hunger the owner would increased
anxiety of regard would never leave
but to the point one eyes his death
a bigger island surfaced to face his depressed
so would one wait the sacrifice
betting one's life to aim the gold
the rim to failure one might have to bear
would you wait as time stood bare?

Sunday, September 09, 2007

Now that you got it

September is here, the month i was born that very day. Im 24 soon and ever. Will i see this day again? So many to achieve, so little time, don't even tell me abt sex. Work mixed with play notwithstanding. May it strive and let me goal. So will it be THE month, for me to get that Agnes B? :P
Was doing street prospecting with my old mates and saw my dear sis Cynthia! Miss her quite abit wo.. used to work with her together. IN an industry where emotional levels and feelings are usually overtaken sales and performance.... she keeps me feeling grounded. :)

Yess.. so busy still got time to go bowling. Well, we call it group bonding :)

Saw Ken ken while having supper at Cuppage.. this fellow going NS soon LOL! HAha.. i bet you will have Tons of fun le.... just keep your eyes OPEN :P Real wide.

Yes we do camwhore at work!! Smile!

Recently tried this new Rice roll thingy called QQ Rice. It's quite good, you choose the type of rice you want(brown,purple etc) then u choose a number of fillings to put inside and then the person will squeeze the whole thing to form..... a rice roll! lol..

We tried the purple rice roll.. and it's quite huge.. enough for a meal! Not bad le, just that the person din compact the rice enough, as the roll started to disintegrate when we hungrily munched over. Its quite healthy too! :P

Im gonna put here as a form of reminder. Din do very well last month hence.. i think i kanna kicked out of my fifth place! So im telling myself, Winson, this month no matter how or what, i gotta fucking get back up again! YEss!