cowswenthome.08: March 2007

What i wanted

Went to this little cafe called Helio Cafe at Marina and it was the P.E.R.F.E.C.T. place to chill, have a good meal and a decent conversation and gorgeous desserts and the boss is so knowledgeable! Heck he makes his own mayonnaise!!

This is called Molten Chocolate cake. The apricots on top is marinated in red wine for about 2 months! The cake is so dense and soft that it simply disappears in your mouth.. YUM~

Went for their wine appreciation course.... tried like 7 wines, each that had a nice little side dish. Like this little number, shrimps wrapped in bacon!

Giant orchid

That's the Oreo cheese cake, without the sour cream, which the owner deemed too unhealthy hence he made his without and it tasted great!

Think. Deeper.

Maybe I'm stupid, but i don't believe in giving 50% of love to someone. It's either full or nothing. Maybe that's why I'm always ending up being hurt, or hurting others. When i want to give my all, everything would evolve around the person. Even when I'm broke, barely enough to get by, I'm still willing to get something for the person. To me, it doesn't matter what will happen to me, instead i want something to happen.

Too many times, people sit and wait, and nothing gets done. Is there so much to consider? All i can hope is giving out all, hoping one day someone, maybe not even those who received it, would give it back to me. We can never judge the quantity of love, but quality does count. Time is a tricky issue, cause like investments, we can never guarantee our returns, much less wanting people to love us back, but all i can say is...... giving too much is better than getting none at all.

Pain can....

Pain, the ultimate life stopper, can be handled in many ways. Some of us cry, streaming it out of our system, others vent it on the material world, splurging, consuming, redirecting and what have you.

I have been in a bit of pain lately, like needles pricking from every corner. You know, since my very first post, i said that loneliness is my ultimate pain-inducer, it's still is. Negativity is bad for your health, but i gotta vent it out somewhere right! Ya.. i might feel that way, so does everyone. But it's not impossible to handle. Take it like you are watching a soap opera. If the events unfolding ain't interesting enough, spice it up!! In the end, it's your life, don't you want it to be the one to remember? :)