overly sentimental

Do you know how it feels

Lying here without you baby

you could never understand
what's happening to me



So alone nothing's real

i just dream about you baby
and forever wonder why you have to break free




Even though you're not my lover

and even though you're not my friend

i would give my all to have you here

just to hold you once again



it's so hard to believe

i don't have you right beside me

as i long to touch you but you're

out of my reach



And my heart doesn't feel

it's so very cold inside me

just the shadow of someone that

i used to be

Mariah Carey
Just to hold you once again

Yep.. It's sentimental Winson time again. Bleak bleak, on a friday evening, and i'm suddenly so available. haha!! This song speaks a little chapter of my life, ain't gonna erase it. Wonder if anyone feels the same emotions as me, or i'm really the overly-sensitive libra :) Anyhow, If someone out there chances upon this and feels the same, i sincerely give u a hug :) hugs!

Full stop

Be Mine Lyrics

Random moments

Went to Pasir Ris Pet farm recently. Pets galore... GALORE . Past by this little corner of the farm and show many dogs in an enclosed area. Most were bigger than the usual puppies for sale, there was one doggie who seemed to have an infection on one eye. I think these dogs might be ones that are adoptable. Somehow their eyes filled me with so much intense feelings. they don't bounce and jump eagerly towards you. Instead, they approached slowly, quietly, almost remorsefully. The quietness was that intense. Wish i could adopt them :( Decided not to buy new "puppies" when i get the chance. And you should too.

Saw this little creature at the marine stalls. Little cuttle fish can really change their body color in lightening speed!

Colorful slugs :)
Bubble-eyed goldfishes. It's amazing how humans can breed fishes till like these.

Had dinner last weekend at this little jap place called "Oshya" (Can't remember the name). pretty popular place, amongst the locals and the Japaneses crowd. Usually crowded in the evenings, and people are willingly to brave the smell of the badly ventilated store to munch on their food! This was their set meal, huge serving good enough for even 3! Comes with gyozas!


Just met up some folks for dinner in town. Edwin, Dave at HK cafe chilling :)

Smile Smile

You keep committing, cause you're not learning

Sometimes, when we get hurt, we pat ourselves on our backs, treating this as an experience gained, a lesson learnt. That you will be a stronger, new you.

Often a times, as we walk along the beaten path towards that light(at the end of the tunnel :P), we unknowingly become the same vulnerable self we were running from. The cheated gets cheated again, or becomes the cheater. Falling for the same mistakes again, even if you just made it yesterday! I, unsurprisingly, fall for the same mistakes. Sometimes, it's so obviously ahead, yet i still crash it head on haha!

Being one of those who fall in love too easily, i have my fair(or overloading) share of heartaches. I do laugh when i think of those times i cried over people who didn't deserve me crying.. HMPH!

So, after each tear i shed, i told myself that i will never be so dumb again. Haha! Maybe i should have used a better word than "dumb", or a simpler one. Before i knew it, i'm falling to trap 113 again!

It's like a revolving life cycle. Buddhists believe that humans will relive(reborn) their life cycles till they become "enlightened". And maybe there's really a truth in it. You keep committing, cause you're not learning. Hey! I got a great quote! No one said it would be easy, but i believe it isn't that hard either :) Keep rolling friend.

one step to change

A cat and mouse tale. The hunter becomes the hunted. Twitching with anxiety, yearn and mate, the cat reflects a sudden brake. What do we think this is? 2 folks with uncommon ideas become a unit of hope. The hope so fragile and might, torn and gone with the thinnest wind.

And my dear hopeful lies not within, but trails that wind. Craving and hunger becoming so stale. Is that the vision? Depicting the tender bond on others? Battered and beaten like a seasoned player? Will hope be there once more? I do hope, that hope will come, with faith and trusting.

Though, dear one, one does good repays none the same for one who does damp things. An angel battered will paint a world of bliss, only when she's given. While the red one paints pleasure, all so miserable not to with held.

We don't know.

From the club we migrate~ (like MC)

Labour 's day eve, a group of us headed to Mambo. Braving the retro beats, mass crowds of mainly young girls acting cool who ironically have the same hairstyle aka Amy winehouse, it was pretty boring affair.

But amidst the boredom and funk, we never fail to make ourselves happy! Well, one way is to take pics in a crowded, jam-packed club! Took some studio-like shoots at the Deli place Hoot!

Hail the Feline Queen!

"Touch" by an angel

Acting sexy

the cam lady and samuel the drunken

Rog, together we are the glamour gers

gone fellow!

moment of madness

Always ready with a smile! You never know who might be around the corner!

Dots

Sleepppppppp.. i had to work the next day!!!! P.S. The original faces were redder than the steamed lobsters at any fancy seafood restaurant, had to edit out the red, maintain!!

And Mariah.. Ya got Married!!??? Love you still!